Went to RE today, after starting spotting last night. I’m still not sure if it’s the dreaded Aunt Flo, or implantation bleeding. So, I had blood drawn to be sure. Every HPT I’ve done has been a BFN, but it would still be rather early for urine to test positive. That’s ultimately why I decided to get the blood test done. It’ll settle it once and for all. I ought to know by 2PM tomorrow, but at this point, I’m not feeling very confident of my success this month.
Dr. S, hubby, and I discussed options with either scenario. Because I only produced one egg this past month on an increased dosage of Clomid, Dr. S and I have come to the conclusion that Clomid may not be the thing for me at my age. (The clock is ticking, after all.) So, what, you may ask, can we pump into vamplita’s system this next time, if there is a next time? Dr. S said we ought to go with the Gonal-F daily injections, because she’s had good success rates with that plus IUI. She said she wanted us to get a sample of the Gonal-F to take with us today, but in typical vamplita fashion, I forgot to get it before leaving the doctor’s office. I did remember once I got downstairs, but when I went back upstairs, another nurse told me that they didn’t have any samples available. As costly as this freakin’ stuff is, you better damned well believe I’m calling my regular nurse back to see when they’ll have samples available. God, I hate that F and I forgot to get that before leaving this afternoon. I’m so annoyed with myself that I could just kick myself for being so forgetful. Honestly.
F agrees that we shouldn’t continue to use the Clomid and expect different results, especially considering these factors:
I haven’t managed to develop more than one egg per month on Clomid
I’ve got 40-year-old eggs that aren’t getting any younger, so we need to be more aggressive
We’re swiftly running out of money and financial sources to use, so, like all infertile couples, we need to do something with a higher success rate
Y’wanna guess how much the Gonal-F costs? Again, remember that my insurance won’t cover infertility treatments or infertility drugs. I’d be taking 187.5 iu daily, so I’d require one pack of Gonal-F 1050 iu, and one pack of the 450 iu for a 10-day span. Well, our local Walgreens quoted a price of $1379.99 for the 1050, and $599.99 for the 450. I shit you not.
The good news from today is that we found out that apparently my insurance has decided to pay for the ultrasounds, which is a Godsend. After the balance from the several ultrasounds I’ve taken lately was put against our bill(s), we only owed $5 for today’s visit. That was a huge relief, because we thought we were going to have to come up with about $700 today to get out the door.
Um, have I mentioned lately how much I really hope I’m pregnant this month??